Hi.
I hate to sound like an emo kid but...my life sucks so bad lately that I am ashamed of how I am. For the past week I've been dragging my ass from one day to the next, with no real emotions or goals... I have gotten virtually nothing accomplished outside of sheer survival. No headway on a job. But reality is, I am currently at a standstill thanks to college bureacracy deciding whether they want to fuck me over 3 hours or give me what I rightfully earned. I don't really want to talk about the whole mess though, it is too depressing.

But anyway I'm kind of stuck right now between two phases and trying to move onto the next but can't quite get there.

So I've been doing a lot of sitting on my ass trying to forget about it which leads to drinking and watching tv. Oh and I discovered Gametap last night, oh God, there is no help for me now. That is the most awesome invention EVER!

I slept so late today that I missed most of daylight. I fucking hate being like this.